kk so i went out w/ tommy last night... woo hoo!!!!!! got a little smashed and spent the night.tommy and i got into an alcohol fight. he poored a half a bottle of smirnof on my head.... so i did the same.. it was wicked funness and to top it all off i got some BOOTY!!!!!!! i needed it so bad too. it was great. it was like good sex too. not crap im ( Read more... )

ok guys sry i havent updated in like 4 ever.......so last weekend i went to dennys @ like 2 am w/ anita and laura....like every drunk guy in the place was hittin on me. am i like a drunk magnent or sumpthin. so we made jene go out there too @ like 3 and it was all funness. um not really alot has happened. for those of you who dont know i am a maid ( Read more... )

ok so yesturday i was all allergic like. i had a reaction to baby powder. so i got all drugged like and then i didnt want to get up today. i still dont wanna be up!!!! i wanna go back to bed.....thats really all that happened over the weekend. wow my life is so uneventful....

ok so heres the thing..... theres this guy i work with, his name is ted and he is wicked hot!!!!! i have like this big thing for him but i dont think he knows....... so this morning he was all talkin to me and i was like tounge tied.......now those of you who have been with me for a while know that this never i mean NEVER happens. UGGG!!! ah and he ( Read more... )

ok so yeah ya know how your parents say you have to get up and out to find a job, well they lied!!!!!! so my ma calls me yesturday and says hey ya want a job and im like hey sure. so yeah im actually at it right now but im customer service so i was told i get to play when theres nothin to do. i also went and painted w/ tommy s last night. that was ( Read more... )

god im so sick right now!!!!!!i just wanna die!!!!! ive been pukin and stuff all day....gaaaa i wanna juat keel over. my hole body hurts and i cant sleep for too long. yeah so that accident that killed a cns student happened on sat and now christian is being charged with endangering the welfare of a child...it was his party that those goirls were ( Read more... )

i went out w/ anita and saw phantom tonight. it was just as good as before.i still need some love though. i wish someone out there would care for me. i think this is gonna last a while so expect more entries like this. i think i need my meds upped. thats prolly my main problem. but im also lonley and those together don mesh well. well we'll see ( Read more... )

i am utterly alone! i dont like this i just wanna hide under a rock or somehing. no one really wants to be with me. why? what is so bad about me. i just feel like crap. i feel so undesireable and just wan someone to like me. and im not talkin about my friends. im just all depressed now. i want it to goaway cuz all i want to do is cry. right now i ( Read more... )

ok so heres the deal. today i had to take a final wich was nothin but at the end of the day i had to perform a monolog and it was so scary!!!!!!! it turned oout great but i was so so nervous. i took 2 xanax today because of it.so now im (legally) high as a kite and need to go to sleep. fri is my last day and im kinda on edge about that too. laura ( Read more... )

im at my moms and her tv is so not working. i should be goin to the movies later to see phantom again. yay phantom. ok so i kinda got this thing goin on w/ a guy but hes like in arizona and isnt coming home for a long time. i dont know if i should continue this or try to ignore it. ive kinda had a thing for him while i was w/ christian but i never ( Read more... )