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i'm sick of looking at my old livejournal and being reminded of everything that has gone on within the past few months. it's just too depressing and that's the last thing i need right now. add me if you'd like because most entries will be friends only.

ashlyn_crunk

i'm so sick of everyone

but mostly myself...

i've never felt like this before. i'm so happy yet so miserable at the same time. i love him so much, and there's no doubt in my mind. i would give anything to be able to see him like i used to. he's everything to me, and he makes me so happy. it's really sad how after all of this fighting, we grew closer and before i knew it, my parents knew ( Read more... )

just hearing him say those three words makes all of these tears worth it.

anyway, i was looking through old pictures of me and i actually feel good about myself now. i look so much better than i did six months ago. it's really weird, but really nice.

all of this pain will be worth it in the end, i'm convinced. i'm in love, and no amount of pain will ever be able to change that.

i don't want to know if you're playing me, keep it on the low, 'cause my heart can't take it anymore.

i'm so sick of crying myself to sleep at night. i'm so sick of being upset. i'm so sick of the thought of him and her engraved in my brain.

drowning in my sleep, i'm drowning in my sleep.

i'm done with friends only entries. from now on, everything is public. i have nothing to hide anymore ( Read more... )

hahahahhaha hey guys my name is tony and i fuck random sluts when my girlfriend is in jersey because i'm mad at her.

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i've never been so hurt in my life...

somewhere along the lines, i lost myself... i don't even know who i am anymore. no one does. i have hurt the only people in life who mattered to me. i've never been this low before. i honestly want to die, but i will continue to move forward and try to make amends with everyone in my life starting with tony, but i feel like it's a lost cause. how ( Read more... )