when i actually start to think about you, it physically hurts. i try to think of how close we were, and how in love we were; and i just draw a blank. i can’t remember what we were like together. or what it was like to be with you. you broke my heart so much that i blocked everything out. the bad and the good parts. i loved you so much, and i still ( Read more... )

Been almost another month of not blogging ( Read more... )

I've neglected this space for quite some time. 
I've been feeling good, and bad.
Sometimes so confused, I do not even know what/how to feel anymore.

The holiday is coming to an end, with a new semester starting on Monday.
Been working pretty much. Cafe's closing down. Definitely gonna miss the fun times with them.

Time flies, a week of holiday has ( Read more... )

If you could, would you please let me know? 
What's wrong my dear friend?
Where has the promise that we promised each other gone to?
Have you forgotten? I have not.
I'm always here, to lend a helping hand and a listening ear.
Always. here.

How strange it is. We have these deep terrible lingering fears about ourselves and the people we love. Yet we walk around, talk to people, eat and drink. We manage to function. The feelings are deep and real. Shouldn’t they paralyze us? How is it we can survive them, at least for a little while? We drive a car, we teach a class. How is it no one ( Read more... )

Is there anyone out there still reading/watching this space?

Hmm.... 

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Hi, I'm currently taking a break from the literature reading journal analysis that I have been doing since like 11pm. And I have only typed like 3 paragraphs. That totally sucks. And the module is so totally mentally draining ohmygosh, I am going to die. I suck in analyzing but we bloody hell have to write like at least 10pages for the reading ( Read more... )

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