today i locked the door
and made up for lost time.

go cry about it.

our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. out deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. it is out light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. we ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? actually, who are you not to be? you are a child of God. your playing small does not serve the world. there's ( Read more... )

tonight i finally liked the ending of high fidelity.

after seeing it hundreds of times
i finally got it.

Ain't it funny how we pretend we're still a child ( Read more... )

i haven't been gone very long, but it seems like a lifetime.

you must learn all things, as well, / the unshaken heart of persuasive truth, as the opinions of / mortals in mortals in which there is no truth. yet none the less / shall you learn of these things also, since you must judge / approvedly of the things that seem to men as you go / through all things in your journey. / come now, i wil tel you - and ( Read more... )

the room is dark. the fan continutes to hum, the clock tics, and occasionally an insect buzzes aginst the screen window. a breeze blows the gauzy CURTAINS. IRIS and LUCY are holding hands from across their beds. the MOONLIGHT is thick on their faces ( Read more... )

"sometimes she sat alone, the general off to some other row to socialize, and i would walk by, pretending not to know her, but dying to. sometimes she was there with a portly middle-aged woman with pale skin and dyed red hair. i promised myself that i would talk to her before the summer was over, but schools reopened, the leaves reddened, yellowed ( Read more... )

there's sooo much shit going through my head right now.

the past two days have been fun. yesterday i got out of work 10 minutes early for thunder which i guess is better than nothing. kT called and we decided it would be a good night for our tat so we went and we got it! it's on our right upper thigh and it's so sweet. it's something that will always remind me of what her and i have together and all the ( Read more... )