"i'll tell you something, charlie. i feel good. you know what i mean? really good. like i'm free or something. like i don't have to pretend anymore. i'm going away to college, right? it'll be different there. you know what i mean ( Read more... )

my mom came home tonight
best day ever
i feel like life has been giving me a huge wake up call
and i know i needed one
i just wish
there had been
an easier way.

i guess i meant to write this awhile ago but
one day a few weeks ago
maybe only two
really a couple weeks ago
i looked out my window
and across the street
i saw a big yellow DEAD END sign.

looking around everyone is asleep ( Read more... )

some mornings your hair is EXACTLY the way you want it when you wake up and you don't shower to not mess it and you want the trees of Philadelphia to smell EXACTLY who you are sweat and semen of your lover MY GOD ITS BEAUTIFUL OUT HERE it feels good until it feels superficial then you feel guilty and if you are lucky you stop... understand guilt as ( Read more... )

001. Whats your name? christa ( Read more... )

tonight was pretty unexpected yet not surprising since i tend to be a tad impulsive. there was drama this afternoon over my car insurance and registration and court on wednesday blahblah...scuba came over after work and put in my new headlight. then we stopped by kTs to pick up a few things and look for my camera with no luck. i cashed my first ( Read more... )

i'm so excited i only have one more day of hiiigghschool left! this weekend was pretty fun other than me being a complete doofus. friday caitlin came to pick me up and we went to cheeseburger in paradise with krisandra and lisa and kt and jamie met up with us there later. that has to be the yummiest place ever. saturday was kTs bday! she picked me ( Read more... )

this was the best weekend ever. the buildup for prom was so unbelieveably stressful.my nails got totally fucked up then less fucked up but they were free. my hair and my make up came out so amazing. i was in love with my hair. i want it like that everyday. pam is my new best friend. the makeup lady was crazy and i had to tell her what to do. she ( Read more... )

sooo bamboozle was really fun but only because of my friends. it was quite possibly the worst crowd eeeever. kelly and i got there around 12 30 something and wound up sitting in the car for two hours. you wouldnt believe me if i told you the things that happened in that car. it was like our little fort and we were six and a half doing six and a ( Read more... )