I slit my wrists and open my eyes ( Read more... )

Friday ( Read more... )

Fuck i dont know what to say...im feeling no deep thoughts ( Read more... )

Thursday 3/13 ( Read more... )

Note: I didnt know so many people read my live journal...this kinda bothers me...i wonder if i offend people ( Read more... )

I have decided not to read anyones livejournals anymore...certain peoples make me sad...i guess there are just some people in my life i cant connect with i just dont know....so many feelings for so many girls...some stronger than others...and in the end i get no one...and am alone...it sucks only thing goin good in my life right now is the fact ( Read more... )

Im definetly over it. Over trying so hard to get a girl and have her put less than nothing back into it...it hurts me both ways...but i would rather be alone and not filled with false hopes then sit and wonder if it could be...i dont want it to be anymore...i can only take so much...now my cup is spilling. I hope you had a good night, because you ( Read more... )

I can only do so much for people....its like sooner or later im gonna start to trip and i did ( Read more... )

So much shit has been going on...but i am finally happy. Everythings falling into place...this past 2 weeks i have kinda slipped up on going to my speech class...i have missed 2 now...but thats not gonna happen anymore...i just did it cause i felt that ncc really needed people to kick it and show em that even though lifes kinda shitty at least you ( Read more... )

how can life be great...my life is neverr allowed to be great...hahha...well anyways..life fuckin rocks...i got a job...FINALLY i didnt even try and i got one...LOL im a subway employee..so now im gonna have money for subs and to fix up my car and buy clothes and buy kush and be happy happy happy:)!!!!! and my black label buddy is back in my life ( Read more... )