the bitch is back ( Read more... )

my place is looking pretty swanky, EAT MY SHIT MARTHA STEWART.

november first will be my last night in louisville ( Read more... )

theres absolutely nothing left for me here ( Read more... )

ive been spending a lot of time by myself, its good because ive done alot of things, rethinking life, the whole nine. its hard to go on with life when everything you know falls apart in front of your eyes, and the harder you fight back, the harder it fights you, so ive just given up. no ones giving me a reason to hold on ( Read more... )

since you last heard..or may have last heard...ryan's got some other kind of thing still going on with that other bass player..ms wanker. thats her new name ( Read more... )

jesus fucking christ

what is your deal? you tell me to meet up with you, and you dont show up. thanks alot asshole for standing me up.

you'll get whats coming to you.

i had such a nice time with Ryan last night after all that screaming from god knows who. how do you expect me to be nice, if you're threatening me? fuckin tards, they have no right to get involved, its not like I was engaged to any of them..I just felt bad because Ryan didn't say much, everyone else just talked for him...FUCK THAT. but I did get to ( Read more... )

ok, i finally felt like fucking with this online journal thing, theres so much more to do than sit and stare at this idiot box all fucking day ( Read more... )

i created this journal to keep an eye on ryan_jurhs. i still love the fucker. he's fucking mine and forever will be. watch it girls. keep your filthy paws off him.

ryan baby, your lady is home.