i know what it is alyssa wanted to tell me..painfull..im not mad..no...im not mad. thank you for telling me...

i still miss you harley... alyssa should tell me what she did that is so bad and im thinking this distance thing isnt good... Never say "we need to talk" to me..makes me think of one thing and one thing only. I have a bass guitar now, its not mine though..mike is loaning it to me so i can learn how to play it. been working out everynight before ( Read more... )

does it really matter anymore?

im in such a shitty mood. deary i was joking when i called you a prep. harley ..i dont know what to say..fuck it i guess. gunnter or "god" as all the other people refure to you as, fuck you man. the rest of you..i dont fucking know. laura, at least fucking email me.

i wish harley would call me sometime..but not because im posting this, because she wants to talk. wish alyssa would stop cancling our time together. wish i would stop coughing. i wish 15 miles wasnt that far. i dont smoke anymore..i decided to quit after i finished my pack..its not helping my cough any..its making it worse. i didnt actually ( Read more... )

im done with this.

goth damn it. i woke up today three times already, at 2 something, then again at 3 something, and right as im about to go to bed i have to go stop the puppys from playing, then seperate them, im probably going to get bitched out for staying up all night which i didnt! fucking figures though eh? try to go to bed at a reasonable time and i cant ( Read more... )

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so, here i am..updateing agian. not much to say i suppose..wish i could visite alyssa v.v. got to meet katie and nicolette that was an interesting trip to say the least. -sigh- ive picked up smoking again..it was only a matter of time..but if my parents were to find out well that would mean good bye privledges. i had a total of five or six cigs ( Read more... )

alright people..im letting the news out even though it might piss some people off, and it might be too soon to let this news out..but ..im no longer single. Alyssa and i got together today =D im so happy, and she seems to be really really happy, so alls well! ..but now people are blocking me and hateing me and stuff..cause..im a whore when im ( Read more... )