So this is probably the most embarrassing thing I have ever created.  I am considered deleting many of these entries.  I'm not sure ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I get upset, I will look in the mirror at myself. I think that if I look at my own face, reality will set in and maybe I will figure out the solution. I looked at myself in the mirror today and instead became angry. Maybe I am angry at myself for continuing to reach for something I can't have, or maybe I am angry because I wan't back ( Read more... )

VICTORY!!!

I am craving foreign food...

Well seeing as I havent writin in a while I figured I should... Obviously I am bored. Anyway not to much has happened lately. I went to school today and got out early because of CAPT testing. BAHA!! It was fun for me to watch the underclassman squerm as they were forced to stay as I drove away from the school. Speaking of driving I get my liscence ( Read more... )

Being sick sucks. I am home from school today because I had signed up for a tour of the massage school I want to go to. I went to the tour and the school was absolutely wonderful. I am so excited and happy that such a place exists. However the whole time there is kind of hazy because I am slightly delerious and I am questioning wheather or not I ( Read more... )

Well I have officially decided to not ever let myself be set up with someone again. I am no longer going to question my own judgement in relationships because of something my friends said. I continue to fall in the same holes because of it and I refuse to find myself here again. From now on, its my instincts I am going to depend on. I respect my ( Read more... )

I downloaded some wicked good music today. Bill Frisell is amaizing. G Love and the Speacial Sauce is pretty cool to. I also downloaded a few songs by Gay Pimp. If you are homophobic its not for you but if you are gay or streight and enjoy the homosexual culture, download it. It may make you smile, especially the song "soccer practice".

So today, instead of heading up to ma. like I had planned I will be wandering through "historical" houses that may soon belong to my parents. I am supposed to help the process of a decition. I will probably just be staring at my feet drooling the entire time because I know in the end the decition making has nothing to do with me. Oh well, at least ( Read more... )

I honestly cannot wait for exams to be over. I am so sick of them!! My ADD is going to make my head explode. I am kind of out of it. The day went by so slowly. First exams and all the activity after exams. My... I do not know what to write about it. I was... not of sound mind. I am very tired now and I think I am going to go nap or something.