i think i'm going crazy...i've finally come to the conclusion that my family is....eh....i'm on the road and things have never felt so good. i guess it is the simple things which affect one's esteem... people need to be cared for; we shouldn't fear love...loathesome...pity; all their stupid smiling faces could never have been real...all the faces ( Read more... )

yum yum....i am writing a paper for geology...ewww...it's almost done....goood... I only have thirty credit hours left and I'll be done with my Bachelor's. It's so bizarre; I remember when I was terrified of school. I've been proposed to; so bizarre, but I love my Roobie...It really doesn't seem like that long...I need to go put in my app's for my ( Read more... )

the past year has been a time of reclusive growth for myself; a much needed break from the bad patterns i had formed and the substance dependancy i willingly allowed myself to fall victim to. it was an enormous problem, which was all my own. i had supportive people in my life who were continually being negatively affected by my issues. i can know ( Read more... )

...the patterns of ordinary life are fun...things are where they need to be but i can't help but thinking a small slice of life has gotten the better of me...i miss my boys...

...when the melancholy fog settles, the dreary dew of solitude sets in...

...wonderful new resurgence of creativity...more comfortable in skin than ever before; surrounded by people who are articulate, artistic and, most importantly, realistic...my hair is short and i love it...i look like an asian emo, who couldn't ask for more?

CONGRADULATIONS TO MY BABY!!!!! "momma cass always said he'd be a big, big star!" i wish i could be with you to celebrate this wonderful time in your life. you are my shining star. i knew your overhelming talent and hard work would pay off.... i'm addicted to your legs...:)

...everyone offers their two bits of uninvited advice. i'm obviously not a child and the transition into adulthood would perhaps be smoother if those who supposedly cared the most weren't so quick to forget... hell, attachment is overrated; we begin and end this journey alone and the in between is filled with genuine-free sentiments, heartbreak and

...new job starts this weekend...last pay check from old job get this weekend...exxxcitement....

...I believe the entire concept/practice of finals is ridiculous...at least working hard the entire semester and doing relatively well on the final exams will ensure at least a B+...wish me luck!...