i've been downloading stuff for 3 days straight and i can't seem to get enough... 8 days till the end of school and 8 days till moriah moves and i lose another person that i love... it's not fair... time isn't fair. it's never going to be fair i guess, but i made her 2 e-mail accounts. AND IT STILL DOESN'T REPLACE HER!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS ( Read more... )

god i'm so fricking stupid i can't believe i told ms. vigoa about monday... GOD! now i have to go to her every mnoday and fricking wednesday, and then i got therapy which i don't even need cause my parents think i'm goin nutz which is partially true but still... NOT THE POINT! GENESIS I NEED YOUR SCREEN NAME! AND YOU TOO CAROL... genesis last night ( Read more... )

I feel alot better than i did yesterday. i probably wrote like 8 suicide letters and then threw them all away. I have no idea why but they just came out! I got an e-mail from megan and i am so happy that she replied it cause I could not sleep for more than a couple hours and when i did wake up I was in panic but that happens all the time, so it's ( Read more... )

i am so frickin' boring! nothin to do, nothin to talk about. group MIGHT be startin up in a couple weeks! oh well i can live that long without group, but what's really buggin me is that i haven't heard from megan for like a month. well nuthin else to moan about, but next week i am goin to tampa and busch gardens, and sea wolrd. GOOD TIMES! lol well ( Read more... )

i wish i had a dollar for every time something should've happened, cause if i did i'd be filthy stinkin' rich! today was ok accept for the part where ms. vigoa skipped out on group... AGAIN! ya know it's probably not even her fault but i guess that's just how it's gonna be. we didn't even get past introductions, and now the only 2 people in the ( Read more... )

people are pissing me off, if it was legal, i probably would kill them, but seeing as it's illegal, i'm not gonna do it. i had a full day today. store after store after store lookin for my sister and i a bed. well not alot to say really accept for i got this group thing comin up on wednesday, and i can't wait to let out some steam, i really need to ( Read more... )