So, I have been thinking on restarting a blog/journal for some time, and wasn't sure whether to restart here, or start something new elsewhere... but with the encouragement of a friend, I will restart here ^___ ( Read more... )

Scorpio:You've had quite the week, chock full of astronomically wonderful highs and subterranean lows -- and that's just not like you. If anything, you make a habit of being an emotional rock and never letting anything as trivial as a passing feeling come between you and your objectives. So now that your emotions are actually surfacing, you're ( Read more... )

I haven't had a chance to update this since I changed my username. I've really missed writing, but I have been too busy, and quite honestly at a loss for words. Having put pen to paper a few times, and with the results of those endeavors being of very little value - maybe I needed a break, or perhaps a more stressful circumstance. Och, who knows ( Read more... )

"Who loves this terrible thing called war?" asked Isadora Duncan. "Probably the meat-eaters, having killed, feel the need to kill...The butcher with his bloody apron incites bloodshed, murder. Why not? From cutting the throat of a young calf to cutting the throats of our brothers and sisters is but a step. While we ourselves are living graves of ( Read more... )

I ran and ran and ran ( Read more... )

I'm absolutely positive now that the universe knows exactly how much pressure, stress, and general shit that I can take, and that it purposefully and with exacting precision takes me right to the brink and sends me over... All but my little finger - just enough to keep my sanity intact. It knows how much I can take and makes it a point to test my ( Read more... )

Oooooh... I am so angry right now ( Read more... )

"Stress is caused by being 'here' but wanting to be 'there."' ~Eckhart Tolle
(Be here now.)

I've been running through this minefield. Wildly. Blindly. Numbly.

For the fun of it, the thrill? Because something inside me whispered this is what to do? I could not disobey; as if my life depended on it ( Read more... )

If you are currently listed as my lj friend you can ignore this post!

I have noticed some new people have added me to their friends lists... I am open to new friends, however if I don't know who you are, and you do not send me a message or leave a comment - I will not add you back ( Read more... )

I'm selling a bunch of Sanrio & Hello Kitty items on ebay ( Read more... )