"I don't love you and I never will."

those were his exact words

the one and only thing i've ever been certain about is gone

"it's just not meant to be"

i don't know what's happening anymore. nothing seems to be going right. everything is getting screwed up. everything is going wrong. my friends are getting pissed at me. it seems that every time i call them up it's just to cry to them about my problems. i know that's what friends are for, but i feel as if i'm just becoming a burden. i should ( Read more... )

i don't know how much longer i can take it. why must it be this way? what have i don't so wrong in my life to deserve this? i know i must let him go, but how? how do i say goodbye. it's not like i just care about someone who doesn't like me. he's my best friend. i talk to him everyday and i see him quite often. i don't know what to do. my ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

so i'm lying in bed watchin "aqua teen" before i go to sleep. i can't help but think about my life and where it stands today. there's just so much going on. first of all, i got into uconn, so come september, i'll be outta here! i'm having trouble finding a new car, but hopefully i'll find something soon ( Read more... )

bored at work. nothin to do. will update soon

it's 1:30am and i can't sleep. how can you sleep when the one you love is beyond unhappy? i don't know what to say here. all i know is that my heart has found someone truly extraordinary, yet i can't make him happy

This is my new livejournal. Let's hope no one hacks into this one ( Read more... )