Listen to Harold Melvin and the Blue Notes. It will heal your heart.
Watch Lost Highway. It will give you a boner and you'll squirt blood.

Here is a poem:

THE DANCING BEAR ( Read more... )

It's a gorgeous day!

Yesterday, I walked to the dumpster. I had my headphones on so, I could not hear anything. While I was placing the trash in the dumpster, a man popped out and looked at me. He scared me shitless. I said, "Oh shit...Excuse me." Then I put the trash beside him ( Read more... )

All the girls I want to bonk are all people I know I could never date or be with. Not in a "I'm not good enough" way, but in a way that I know we are so totally different. Like the girly girl with the high heels who likes Abercrombie or the ditzy Korean girl who wants to be a "music therapist." These are people I have nothing in common with ( Read more... )

I have to do something about this problem. I know the reason I haven't had sex is my fault. I know that I have been too scared. I know that my parents raised me too well. I know that I have been scared. I want some woman to be like a man and come force me to deal with this problem. I want some woman to take off all my clothes and hold my shivering ( Read more... )

Inspired by real events!
This is a song I wrote this morning. If you can imagine it being played in a oldies, rock and roll style. Think Elvis, think ROCK & ROLL. Then add distortion pedals.I wanna be bad ( Read more... )

Today in class, we were asked to write our questions concerning the Final test. What I noticed is that all the questions were phrased as follows ( Read more... )

I was doing research on the the "Four Noble Truths" and basic Buddhist principles, when a full page tract slid out the back. There was a christian tract in a book called "Buddhism Made Plain: A Guide for Christians and Jews." Fucking christians!

The thing about "couples in love"-- the ones drilling holes in each other with their eyes -- that makes you sick is the delusion. It's like eating Mexican candy. It corrodes your teeth it's so sweet, so complacent. You see them displaying it like they have to prove it to themselves. It's like what Ian MacKaye says about religion: If it means ( Read more... )

Sexual repression is a systematic form of control. My mother was told when she was a child that if you touch yourself you'll be possessed by the devil. She used to have nuns slap her hands with rulers or make her stand out in the blazing Nicaraguan sun. She told me of her stale, frightened sexual life when she was with my father. I recognize those ( Read more... )