there comes a time in every persons life that he or she must realize...

...that they have to be willing to, if ever they are called to, pick up that thing that they love most.. that thing that means everything to them..

...and be willing to freaking pucker up and just kiss it..

...:::KISS IT GOODBYE:::...

yeah remember that thing about waiting it out? well, it worked cause everything is just radically awesome right now. radically awesome, that's right. wow did i just say that? i feel like a ninja turtle ( Read more... )

just took a step back. just became patient all the sudden. some things still don't make any sense whatsoever though. but in the past couple days i've learned something: sometimes when things don't make sense you've just gotta wait em out instead of doing something drastic, and usually they still don't ever turn out to make sense, but you look ( Read more... )

i can tell by this crack of light ( Read more... )

i feel like a man who has taken a reeeeeallly long journey through a very dark, dense, thick forest.. and right as he gets to the halfway point, right as he reaches the point where he is as far in as he can go without beginning to exit, someone blindfolds him, spins him around in circles, and kicks him right in the teeth, causing him to fall to ( Read more... )

i went fishing today. for a loooooong time and only caught one fish gosh dangit. i suck. and here i am at the computer and everyone in the whole room is probably wreething in disgust at the odor i am omitting. catfish guts, worm blood, chicken liver, etc. i did eat a worm for 5 dollars though ( Read more... )

took the 60 bus out of downtown up campbell, ben zanatto he wasn't there, he was waiting for me ( Read more... )

i'm doing a lot better. holy crap this is great, nobody reads this but you, Christine, so like this LJ is pretty much just my Christine-update message board thingy. haha.

MESS by Ben Folds ( Read more... )

well wow. i'm getting an answer to my prayers, but ironically i'm not very happy about it. i always looked at answered prayers as something to be ecstatic about, and right now there is just this damp cloud of melancholy and morose surrounding my situation. i think the things i'm dealing with shouldn't be dealt with where i am. i might be seeing ( Read more... )