"Often I Mistook Other People For Abraham ( Read more... )

after twenty some years of looking at myself in the mirror I finally noticed that my nose is CROOKED. just slightly, to the right. what the hell? i mean i guess it really doesnt matter. but maybe this is why i cant get a job... :( heh.

ive been in a i-hate-school-what-am-i-doing-with-my-life-i-hate-myself funk for a couple days now. but this link has made my day. like sunshine peeking behind the clouds. ha!

http://www.acc.umu.se/~zqad/cats/index.html?flow=no&large=no

caught this movie at melnitz last night.
i havent been so moved by a film in a long time.
and this morning i cried again thinking about it.
immediately my inner critic starts to deride me for being so sensitive and sentimental.
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so i grabbed the nearest thing to his laptop ( Read more... )

my old place of employment amongst many other restaurants is participating in a benefit to help out the farmers hurt by the recent freeze. since a lot of the produce most of these restaurants get is direct from the farmers many places have adjusted their menus to account for the loss of certain ingredients and to make use of surviving produce ( Read more... )

a week ago, pickle ( Read more... )

home in riverside for a day, sorting through boxes of books and magazines ( Read more... )

(when wednesday comes around. i hope.)

just heard last night from my brother that my mom's surgery isnt as routine as we had thought.

goddamnit.

why do parents insist on protecting their fully grown children from the truth?

shaky from lack of sleep and too much caffeine and stress and worry...

the weekend ( Read more... )