Where do I stand with people anymore. I can't reach the people that I want to reach which means I have done something wrong and I don't know what it is. Should I just stop trying ( Read more... )

Not like it really matters or that anyone will ever see this because most have moved on to other things (like moi) but I figured I'd give this thing a go ( Read more... )

That's how I feel ( Read more... )

I'm seeing a pattern here. One entry a month. Yeah, that sounds about right ( Read more... )

I think I've avoided this thing for long enough. Time to write something, I suppose, but what ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. I wouldn't mind being single but everyone else seems to think I should still go out and what not. It's been almost six months. Do I really want to throw it all away? And just exactly what am I throwing away? I don't know anymore. There are so many things I regret right now. Maybe I am ready to say ( Read more... )

Work treats me like shit.

Fighting or bitching nearly every day with the boyfriend.

I never get to see my friends anymore.

My dog was put down on Friday.

My grandma, the woman who raised me, is getting a feeding tube this week.

Guess how I'm doing.

As I suspected it was all because he was coming back. So he's back. He lasted a whole month and a half XP. Where do we go from here? I'm not sure. Right now I'm just feeling pessimistic about everything because I am without a job ( Read more... )

Life is having its ups and downs at the moment. I'm getting some uber expensive shiny things on monday. It's a happy thing but still... he should have saved his money. He told me what I'm getting. Garnet (cause it's my favorite) earrings, necklace, and braclet. OO;;; Too much! Don't deserve such nice things for a birthday!! He says I do though so ( Read more... )

It has been a year today since I had surgery. It's kinda hard to believe the time has gone by so quickly. Too bad I still DIE occaisionally. XP Stupid doctors ( Read more... )