hey you there, heart. what the hell do you want? what are you doing in there?? you leap out of my chest towards something that means everything and nothing at the same time. you push me out onto a ledge and then you leave my head there to deal with the consequences while you sneak away, very pleased with yourself. well fuck you. im so damn happy ( Read more... )

moving slowly for once
smiling
hugging my friends
being loved
staying awake waiting for someone to reply
when they reply
lists
being excited
dancing
romantic comedies
pride and prejudice
life

what am i supposed to do ( Read more... )

and i feel forgotten and useless and lame ( Read more... )

i cant even admit it outloud, or type it...

because i enjoy making my life more complicated than it is

i like him

gah!

is a series of goddammit brianas and way to go bris

wore my hair down
decided i hate my dad
fell in love (again) with brad pitt
got chocolate stains on my butt
ate mac and cheese
got into st. olaf
smiled for no reason
hated mark
decided to stop hating mark
stared at my toes (i really need a pedicure)

it is exactly a week before the day of my birth and for the record i would like to describe to the best of my ability who i am at the age of 18 (minus 7 days). right now i am so spaztic i make myself giggle. im still stressed out (youd think after 4 years of being stressed id have figured out how to cope by now, but no) however the sun is out, and ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before? directed a one-act, applied to college, had a bf ( Read more... )