WHY DO EVERYTHING I TOUCH BURN TO ASHES? WHY MY LIFE WAS SO GOOD BUT THAT WASNT GOOD ENOUGH I LOST MY WIFE FOR GOOD NOW I KNOW IT I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE WE COULD OVER COME THIS BUT WE CANT I HURT HER SO BAD IAND I HATE MYSELF WHATS FUNNY IS THAT WE TALKED SO GOOD YESTERDAY IT JSUT FELT SOOO GOOD AND I SAW HER ON THE WEB CAM AND STUFF GOD BUT SHE CANT ( Read more... )

Well my son is offically a toddler now, his birthday was yesterday and i wasnt there i was pulling duty in Iraq..serving my country pround being an army of one and becoming army strong.and hoooah hooah...right?? Well right now I dont think so Bush is sending over 20,000 more troops over here and for what i ask myself? For the last 5 years soliders ( Read more... )

Well my son's big day is almost here right now i just wish it wont come untill i come back home but i know that i dont have control of time. cuz if i did i would rewind alot of shit in my life..but i just dont know why i continue to hurt people love so damn much sabrina grilled me again and im not saying i dont deserve it but but she was the one ( Read more... )

Well its new years day and still i havent called sabrina the last time i tried to call was on christmas but no answer i know i fucked up and i was ready to let go but im not so sure i was trying to picture how it would be woth her in my life and i couldnt i couldnt even see myself driving a car withour on the passenger side listening to what she ( Read more... )

`Well livejournal its been a while and im here again.To tell the truth thats something im not used to i reallly forgot about this but its a lot i wanna sharea cuz right now i have nobody else. Well if you did'nt know im in the army now been in for a lil over a year now. I have a healthy almost a year old he'll be one Jan the 10th. And right now im ( Read more... )

whats da deal so whats going on in my life u ask? Well today was supposed to be the day i went back to michigan but i didnt naw i didint stay for the view of the mountian i stayed because i felt like it was time for a change in life u kno i mean lilving in the hood is all gray and shit but it has its negavtives well alot of them i figured when i do ( Read more... )

its a few more things i have to say about my baby i feel like im the luckiet perosn ever u know i just hope she really want this i dont want to leave her at all but if it means having a better life well im up for it sabrina god only knows how much i care for u if u do read this im not sure when the last time u were on but i love u so damn much i ( Read more... )

so whats the deal im on my way to the army thursday i go take my asvab and physical after that i get my job and on my way into basic trainig i dont know why everything is happening so fast it seems almost unreal at some moments im really iss my girl sometimes i sit back and think about me and bri how it all is going fast 4 years we have been ( Read more... )

Marriage is such a big step in life there you are the two of you giving yourself to one another for the rest of your life but for me marriage is a commimentment also me and bri talking bout it i even asked her if she will be my bride she saiys yea and all but its how she say's it when i ask her she'll be likke i said yea or say it like she dont ( Read more... )

What up so its da end of independence day and mine was nice it could of been alot better i saw the fireworks but i naw i didnt get any of my own if u know what i mean i mean i was giving my girl hints all day that i was in need of her body but i guess she just thought it was an everyday thing or something iight im planing on getting into the army i ( Read more... )