What I'm trying to say is that
I'm feeling a change and
I'll let it take all over
If you need time away
I won't ask you to stay
But I don't want to lose you

once again i succeed in allowing a girl to walk all over my heart. you'd think when your girlfriend decides she might like someone else it might cause some resentment and even cause a break up but i just don't have will to do it. i can't imagine myself with any one else. gosh i'm hopeless. she acts like it wasn't even a problem because she ( Read more... )

after spending 20 minutes in an ambulance breathing in oxygen i've finally realized: my life sucks. yup it does. surprise. so last saturday i start feeling like shit. yup. have a sweet time of 16:07 an ok speed rating of 173 and i just figured the sickness would go away. so sunday comes, i'm worse than saturday. i progressively get worse. ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like she just doesn't care. i mean return a text. send an im. i don't know. it tears me apart sometime. i mean if she weren't feeling that great i would tell her to feel better and be there for her. i don't know. probly get a message before she has to sign off.. 'feel better sleep well.' yadda yadda.

The course record for East Syracuse-Minoa is 15:44 set by Tim Engelhardt. That's 5:04 per mile roughly. 2nd is 15:47.1 by Scott Shaw, roughly 5:05 per mile. I don't know if they are gonna be reachable but i can dream right? if our course gets dry just once i will most definitely will go for it. If I can get that I would just be the happiest ( Read more... )

its been a bit of a while since i've updated. summer has started and thus far its going quite well. i'm running yess. 70-80 mile weeks. pretty substantial i'd say. the boiler maker is this sunday. i'm nervous yet excited at the same time. 15k ughh should be a blast! on a personal note, things couldn't get much better. my previous post, ( Read more... )

this happens to me every time. i start liking a girl and end up liking her more than she likes me. i don't get why i do this to myself every time.

footlocker regionals.. people from all over the north east .. came in 39th out of 277 .. my goal was 17 30 and i ran a 17 29 .. i was pretty excited! uhm chilled alot with erica and leah .. had quite a fun time.. although long times in a car isn't my favorite thing to do.. 4 hours there 4 hours back 30 minutes to the course 30 back to the hotel 15 ( Read more... )

today in gym class i got nailed into the bleachers in floor hockey.. i had like 3 different cuts all around me and my hip/ribs hurt extremely bad.. so basically i went back to the doctors.. i didn't have cracked ribs they are just badly bruised.. and it hurts to breath.. if you've ever had bruised ribs you know its one of the worst pains in your ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in a while.. hmm .. i went to the doctors.. i cracked the growth plate in my hip.. so basically i have nothing wrong with me except alot of pain.. like.. excrutiating amount of pain .. but i'll get through it.. things are looking up i guess.. sectionals are in a week .. i'm looking foreward to racing them but nervous at the ( Read more... )