i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy like this one guy...

good things and bad things have been happening...

and now. like. starting yesterday, im starting to get
second thoughts....

great...

so maybe we shouldnt.. mayb i shouldnt... maybe nothing should ever happen.
maybe its just christmas time thats making us think like this... who knows.

so yea.. idk if its guna happen.

wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! soooooooooo much stuff been goin on lately!

seems like 3 ppl i know are guna get asked out or ask someone out. =D seems like luck is changing drastically. im happy for all of them...
as for me...
i sent jeanette a message... so it mite happen soon...

but idk.

i have this feeling that it wont.. unfortunately my ( Read more... )

so.. first off, in case you didnt know, i have tendonitis. which sux majorly ( Read more... )

and so do i.
im pressured to do everything and anything i do has to be the best.
hard to explain.
i hate it.

and for those who dont know
i have tendonitis.

it sux.
erg.

so ive been kinda scared ever since a conversation ended yesterday. i knew i had to tell the person how i felt... and already blew the chance last night. so i wanted to do it today while it was still sorta fresh, but they had to leave. so tomarrow is probably my last chance, but i know i should do it.. i think ( Read more... )

im somehow in a 'good' mood!

maybe its cuz

-clinic tomarrow
-made music for it
-val mite help w/ clinic
-talked to the guy i liked
-new cds for my cd player
-other ppl talkin to me
-great cheer practice
-found my clothes [plus lots more] for cheer tomarrow
-i feel creative...
-im loved by my friends. i trust them too. <3 i love them ( Read more... )

 in 7 in 5.... weird.

i guess things kinda slowed down a lil bit ( Read more... )

plz someone agree with me that my sister is stupid, annoying, immature and needs to grow up.