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wish us luck
and that we dont kill ourselves before the practice meet.

[haha, that reminds me of my state meet]

=/...

What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know
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no one fucking trusts me. i dont even know why. i didnt even do anything. im sorry everyone. you guys shouldnt be talking to me. you deserve better.

and i noticed that ever since june, things have been going constantly downhill...

i must be doing something wrong.

i need someone to save me from this downward trend...
i need someone to pull me out of this deepening hole.
i need someone that doesnt lie and i can actually trust them..
and they can trust me too...

='(

wow.

i shouldnt really be complaining bout something like this
cuz some ppl would do anything for the situation im in
but i hate it. cuz no matter what,

its just these four words:
right things, wrong time.

=(
i dont want to hurt them either
that's the last thing i want to do.

anyone wanna switch places w/ me?

i still dont get how i get boys to like me, but whatever im doing seems to be working pretty well... and sometimes i dont even mean to... i think 3-4 guys like me right now... i kno 1 wants to ask me out, another is deciding if they like me or not, and the other 2 are just cool.

i found out something totally unexpected... its bad in a way, but good ( Read more... )

so i went to this persons house today.... i think they want to go back out w/ me.. actually... im 99.9% they wanna go back out w/ me... but idk if i should... idk if they changed... i went to their house today and it seemed he wanted to get me to like him again ( Read more... )

i need a shoulder to cry on....

i'm just the pretty girl.
just something nice to look at.
never the girlfriend.
i never mean that much to someone.
or so it feels.

Pretty girl is suffering
While he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get him out of you're head.

I thought that was nessicary.
because its so true.

if you love me.
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