Afterwards, I didn't smile. I closed my eyes and smacked my palm to my forehead.
It's in times of desperation that I find myself most unbelievable.
I'm sorry.

i always get outbid on ebay at the last second, but at least eyelashes grow back.
i'm very bad at biology, but at least i make really yummy stuffed peppers.
i'm confused, but at least i'm happy.

everything is so good right now.
 weight loss
 making money
 good grades in bio
 he called
 belmont
 home friends
 fordham friends
 both this weekend
 getting into bars
 pretty flowers in the backyard
 comfortable bed
 75 and sunny
 beers on the deck tonight

ahh summer. i do love you

i've had my fill. i want to go home now.

so much is going on, but i can't seem to grasp a handle on the easy stuff.

i can only hope for some sort of change.

i just want flowers.

least favorite part of freshman year: university choir.
this year, i'm not so sure that'll be the case, because...
a) we're singing the national anthem at a mets game on september 9
b) we're singing at CARNEGIE HALL with a celtic orchestra around christmastime
c) WE'RE GOING TO VIENNA !!!!!!!

so i've started to chronicle my life in the form of a novel.
it's truthful. it's lovely. it's funny. it's real.
and it's making me realize how beautiful my life really is.

who goes to the beach for four and half hours and gets no color?
scratch that.
who goes to the beach for four and half hours and only gets color on their tearducts?
yes, yours truly. (my tearducts? honestly now)

oh. and today i ate chinese food and my fortune said "the secret to good health is to eat more chinese food".
that's a blatant lie.

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when i was a little kid, i was deathly afraid of fireworks.
so i wore a helmet on the fourth of july thinking that it would protect my head from going up in flames.