I have been in such a lazy mood since vacation. I can't seem to finish anything. I have a ton of work to do but not the motivation to complete it. I should be caring more about my classes, especially the one I'm not doing so good in. I 'm also a little preoccupied with some family affairs that have been going on. I still really have no news on my ( Read more... )

 I'm trying to make the afford and I know I could do more. It just feel so strange now.  Sometimes I  feel like an outsider in your world. I not going to give up. In the need I don't what to look back and say maybe I could have done better.

This has been the day from hell and it wouldn't end. I ready to put in the towel and admit defeat. I am so stressed. I had several panic attacks today, including the one I am having now.

Once again its 4am and I am not tired. I hope that this is not going to become a pattern. I really just need to go to sleep, but I know that I will just lay in my bed and stare at the wall. My roommate came back with two of her friends and I feel a little wired.  I don't really know what  they are doing. I hate not being able to sleep. 

While night hosting yesterday I had the most unusual conversation with a resident. Apparently guys can stick a dildo up their penis. I really don't know if that is true. But if it is I don't know whether to be disturbed by this or impressed. Oh, the joys of night hosting.

Last night Crystal and I stood up talking about the most random stuff. It was funny. I miss things like that. The only thing that was missing was you. I made be anger with you but that doesn't mean I hate you. 

So, I am preparing to get ready to go back to school and I just realized that it is going to be a crazy weekend. Today I am going to go clothes shopping with Alysha and then I have bowling with the gilrs from work.  Tomorrow I have Alyssa's birthday party and my aunt's. Sunday I have to go to Price Club and pick up some things for school. Plus ( Read more... )