i dont kow what to think or how to feel im so confused about everything

                   Seems like it's been forever since i wrote on here. im bout to turn 18 next month and im oh so happy. im supposed to go to camp and i hope i still can. i have no idea why i dont go to church. maybe cause because of what i am i mean god says its bad but why when you really care about the person why does there gender matter. idk i ( Read more... )

i found god up on a mountian and i never want to lose him again.

I will never forget the summer i have had. At camp i saw god through everyone and started my search for him again. The wonderful girls in my cabin really helped my alot wither they knew it or not but through cabin talks and night time stories and just watching them and their joy ( Read more... )

sometimes the word family just doesn't mean shit

   You don't know what you have untill it's gone, then you'll do anything to get it back. or him.

freedom is an illusion, it always comes at a price

      Why is life so cruel?

                        I love how no one commented on the journal about my life discovery it kinda sucks but yeah whatever. its my birthday tomorrow if anyone remembers me.

                   My birthday is Friday and i am happy. It's crazy to look back on this past year of my life and realize all the ways i have changed and all the things i have done. If i learned one thing from this year it's that the choices you make in life effect you through out your whole life weather you realize it or not or even like it. There ( Read more... )

       since no one who reads my journals never answers the important questions then ill just post it on myspace cause people actual give me advice there. sorry dana but your answer didnt help at all cause all you said was i have my thoughts which tells me nothing but yeah ill just post it on my blogs on myspace.