life is what you make it.
im just trying to decide what i want from life.

tonight could have been better. just got back from the final night of tech fest. but it wasnt the same as last night. i dont think it was just me either. it seemed like the whole crowd was less into the music. what i think really happened is everyone was rolling out of their minds all weekend and tonight everyone was sober. but i could be wrong. ( Read more... )

i read on the internet that a side effect of use in rare cases can leave a person actually in higher spirits the next day, even though the majority of users experience some sort of depression. well, i have to admit that the sleep wasn't exactly smooth, i couldn't stay asleep and tossed and turned for the 4 hours i think i tried to sleep, but my ( Read more... )

God I love camping. but i admit it did make me sad this weekend. to be up at DSC all alone brought back so many memories. I guess the cliche' is "If I knew back then, what I know now..."

Maybe in a few years I will be saying the same thing about tonight ;-)

God I miss the "old days"...
I just miss the way we laughed.
I miss the way i could cry.
I miss things being exciting and new.
I miss taking a day off and actually having something to look forward to.
I miss silly trips to the zoo and camping.
I miss naps on the couch.

TechFest this weekend.
Who's rollin' wit' me?

crappy day in a lot of ways. it was just lame i guess. my softball team lost again. we just suck. it pisses me off cuz every week i get all excited and pumped up to play. then come home all comatose from losing to some bullcrap washed up old guys. its pathetic that we can't organize the damn game at all. almost everyone on the team is a pretty ( Read more... )

hmmmm ( Read more... )

one long ass weekend. you would think i would like having friday, saturday and sunday off work. its like a holiday. but all i've done is do chores and run errands. hopefully i will hit up the hoedown today. it sounds like fun. and hopefully i will get to see a certain girl again this weekend, she definitly caught my interest. who knows, it could ( Read more... )

sometimes a 4 of a kind ain't shit!