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2005 posts
I've been reading my posts from 2005 and can't believe where I've been. Those were some really hard, really painful times in my life: working three jobs, in a relationship with someone who was more interested in drugs and men than me, feeling alone because I alienated myself from my friends... Fast forward to today and it hardly seems real - ( Read more... ) -
Personal Religious Beliefs and Ramblings
Two Jehovas' Witnesses came to the house today and brought me a message: why some prayers go unanswered. I have thre thoughts about this: 1. thank you God for reminding me that I'm here to do your will with my skills; 2. I need to get out of the house more; 3. please don't let this mean that UB will reject me.
I'm a believer. But I take what makes ( Read more... ) -
more of the same
Yesterday threw me quite a curveball. I think Michele has helped me figure it out, however. I emailed my french film professor yesterday to inquire about the paper and to see if she was able to submit a grade, remember that paper? The 20 page long one that I spent forever working on and submitting November 17th to her? She replied and said that ( Read more... ) -
ooh, new journal theme... :)
i like it ( Read more... ) -
up before dawn
I'm up before the sun, up before my family, up before the turties even. Yet I don't mind it. Before I started taking my new medicine I would sleep at least 9 or 10 hours and never feel rested. I like spending more of my time awake and alert to what's going on. Plus there's that darn application keeping me awake ( Read more... ) -
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I've successfully bitten off all my nails in the process of trying to get all my stuff together for my UB application. I have a major bill to pay in order to get transcripts from the U of R, and all this within 13 days! YEEEP! I know, I can do it - a few of you have told me how you got it all together in a short time frame so that gives me hope ( Read more... ) -
aww sh!t
I just found out that my UB application is due on January 15th - that doesn't give me much time to wrap everything up...
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i don't sleep anymore...
I got quite a lot accomplished today - cleaned the upstairs craft room/office, cleaned the bedroom, put all the laundary away, took care of the kitchen and living room, went to the Y with Little Man and made dinner for the family. I'm winding down now for another night of insomnia and having an internal debate as to whether I want to take tylenol ( Read more... ) -
finally home :)
I seem to do really well with thoughts and what I'd like to say until I get to this blank page - then the sea of nothing sweeps over me and it becomes overwhelming to try and get any of my thoughts out ( Read more... )