you know it's pretty bad when i'm browsing around the internet checkin out some sweet porn and... the only thing i notice is the FUCKING PAGE LAYOUT!!!! ugh. how depressing is that!!

I actually do, completely hate fridays at work. It's busy and we are always understaffed. That makes for Scott running around like a chicken with his head cut off. I don't think there was enough coffee in the world to get me through last night. Unfortunately tonight will be even worse. I can only pray that we have five people tonight ( Read more... )

I felt angry at work today. I couldn't seem to concentrate and I was suckered into doing more work then I should have been because I'm not a lazy sack of shit like half the employees there. I needed to blow off some steam so I went for my morning run. The pack of cigarettes I smoked came into play within the first few blocks. I walked most of the ( Read more... )

I just finished Angels & Demons by Dan Brown... Great book... although predictable, it has many great twists that kept even my ADHD mind occupid for days. Next stop... The Da Vinci Code... (same author).

My job... McDonalds. "We love to make you fat." is my slogan... I can't eat their food, in fact, I can barely even stand cooking it. I hate my job with all my heart but it's easy and the pay isn't horrid. I don't think when I'm at work, and that's strangely comforting. In fact, I've been doing a lot less thinking lately. My mind/heart seems to be ( Read more... )

Well, another one is down. I had the "talk" with Mallarie. I ended things in a more brutal way then I probably should have but... It's over now. I explained it as I didn't want to deal with her being so cold anymore. I want to be with someone who at least has a soul and is compasionate. She didn't even seem to care really. Tried to pin the blame on ( Read more... )

The time is getting closer... Everyday more and more people annoy the living shit out of me. I am starting to completely hate everyone I know again. This happens every once in a great while... in a ritual kind of way. I completely remove myself from everyone and everything... and it's getting closer ( Read more... )

Over the past few weeks I've been doing a lot of thinking about who my friends really are and what impact they have on my life. I've been able to deduce that... Most of my friends don't even know who I am and/or don't really care.

It is strange, however, that I'm not more broken up about the whole deal. I've spent most of my life trying to help ( Read more... )

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