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so last nigth i went to askheychris's speaking in the city ( Read more... )

i have my old pointe shoes on
it feels so good
hurts but its a happy pain
i miss ballet
i've never been brilliant at it but it jut feels so good
the shoes are battered and dirty, but they fit like a glove
theres something beautiful about a foot in a pointe shoe
theres something magic about standing that tall

my family is falling apart and im not strong enough to hold it together
i dont know what to do
all i want to do is run away
i want to come back like nothings happened like everythings still okay

going out tonight.
i am going to smile
i am going to laugh and dance and sing
i love friday alt night.
i love my friends
i love feeling awesome about how i look in comparison

last night i realised some things
- my mum is way more perceptive then i give her credit for
- i have some awesome friends i dont give enough credit to
- cupcakes, ice cream and playgrounds never cease to make me smile
- driving and singing at the top of my lungs is the best therapy

irony is itunes telling me its all going to work out fine
irony is talking about a new start in yoga

its ironic we practisedx breathing tonight at yoga cause now i cant seem to breathe

booklist for lit this semester
WUTHERING HEIGHTS - BRONTE
MADAME BOVERY - FLAUBERT
MILL ON THE FLOSS - ELIOT
DOLL'S HOUSE -IBSEN
ELEPHANT- CARVER
SATURDAY - MCEWAN

FUCKING SWEET!