I'm not sure what's going on right now. I feel a constant lowness about my mood. Often depressed at things as easily as I used to be. I feel scared and afraid of being alone again. It's as if my wounds have reopened and just the thought of not having human contact is terrifying. All I feel compelled to do is grab someone and hold on to them ( Read more... )

There once were great men in this world. They have long since been killed in the name of justice, peace, nationalism and god.

The honorable person has been made extinct by the practices of human deception.

After this weekend, I think I've finally fully realized and accepted that I am just not good enough. I completely understand, as a human, the selfish impulses we have and concede to the world now. You can have it all: my ambitions, my hopes, my dreams, and my nightmares. I don't want them anymore. These aspirations leave me only with ( Read more... )

Well it seems it's been a while ( Read more... )

I hate you.

So, I pretty much hate my life. I am a fucking retard.

It seems like everything I have worked for, everything I've built and spent so much time on is disappearing before my eyes.

Yay.

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is
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For years I have been striving to understand the inner workings of the dreaded vital organ that we all have found ourselves mystified by: the heart. As I have realized, I will probably never fully understand how and why we love, but admit I will keep trying. Everyone wants to believe in true love, as it is plastered in our society everywhere. ( Read more... )

Wow, it just seems like everyone is hurting me lately.

Do they even know?

I'm done.