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ok ok let me get started
let me just say that i am having trouble realizing that im actually having to start what i need to do to get a handle on what it is i need. hm... ok so i read heathers update at like seven ish and i kinda just spaced out about how my own decisions and actions have led me to be making 6.50 an hour. ok so i take a shower and im thinking the whole ( Read more... ) -
yesterday heather broke down
and i saved the day, she had forgotten that it was out 9months or just didnt know it was the ninth... which was weird cause she and i talked about it being the 8ith a day before... its now like 633 and i havent showered... its nice having my licence... i need insurence so i can speed more... just joking... i wanna stay up a long time today, not ( Read more... ) -
whaz up
dude, fuck life, rock on or rock out, its better to burn out than to fade away, lifes a garden... dig it, more like lifes a hockey goal, puck it ( Read more... ) -
its eleven eleven make a wish...
i wish heather and my health were perfect... forever, i'm so worried about heather right now, well its been for a while, i normally dont have anything to say or even when i do have something to say its just me rambling on about nothing but tonight isnt gonna be anythingdifferent... heather is scaring me with whats going on im afraid its only the ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
well its been a long while and rob just got off the phone and i was reading old updates and shit and this is what i thought was either weird or cool... enjoy ( Read more... ) -
seven seven seven
wow tonight at work really was shitty, arthur was working and i barely got shit done. well rob just got off the phone so im gonna call heather... brb
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ROUGH NIGHT
i had a shitty night busting my ass at work and then heather called crying and told me to call her when i got a break but we were so busy that i didnt get a break and i had to work with that retarded kid ryan who wouldnt shut up about his new honda civic... and eventually he went home and i got slammed and then the cooks gave me a shitload of pans ( Read more... ) -
SOBER
theres a shadow just behind me shrouding every step I take ( Read more... ) -
where am i?
i am in this state of mind right now, not drug induced, not really lackof sleep induced, im looking around me knowing whwat i know and thinking what i think and its strange to me what im living in. Jason is goingto the army for money, i can only suppose he felt something like the way i do now long ago when he made the decision to sign up. i am a ( Read more... ) -
thilling ah?
last night was the worst for my arm yet, heather decided to leave or whatever and so i took another musclerelaxer and then she came back and watched tv, im not so sure what happened after that but i know i reached over to hold her and i nocked over a bunch of cups to my floor. so then i look around and my pitchblack room and realize she has been ( Read more... )