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hm...
i wonder what heathers new journal is... -
i feel dead tired
dead tired -
update...
Thursday 1212 pm ( Read more... ) -
everymorning i can visualixe everyones day as they get up for school
they crawl out a of a warm and comfy bed to get in a car or bus, maybe even walk into the well cooled/heated school where they learn and most of all see other people. i think heather may have just been telling me to ge my to show some sort of atention but she said that three guys asked her on a date, well one pulled her thong and toughed her ass ( Read more... ) -
holyshit
what the fuck was that? holy shit, heather has lost it. seriously if she has ever been chemically imbalanced before, this blows it out of the water. her brain just doesnt think right when this kinda shit happens. she just keeps rubbing the salt into the deep as wounds of me. she couldnt fucking wait till sunday, she just couldnt fucking wait. i had ( Read more... ) -
i want another job.
the only reason im updating is to use my new image, its funny as hell. i dont really think i could use it for anyone... ... cough cough... hmmm... heather, heather is sleeping in my bed right now, or atleast prettending, hoping i will join her, ill sleep at six. anyway i work tonight and then when i get off hopefully i can get this fourteen. ( Read more... ) -
o my goodness
i am just a bad person, mostly when i wake up but not always. today was just fucked up, i was awake at like 145 which is the earliest ive woken up since... well since i found out what heather did at that party. so i wake up even though for some odd reason im still real tired i get rid of the cigarettes i had and throw away the half of one i had ( Read more... ) -
yep so today was the best ive had at cardinal yet
my machine broke down like 4 times and the last time was at six and they didnt have it running until like 755, so i did bitch work like hauling garbage and sweeping and just stupid shit untill like seven thirty, then i just sat in the cafe and ate icecream... uhhh, i actually talked to someone too, his name is nate and he is a temp too, i helped ( Read more... ) -
im a laborprostatute for a corperation.
she saw me in the morning and kissed me while i leaned on the car, we drove to my house and we kissed in my bed, we kisseed more and then she went home, i slept and went to her house, we kissed on her couch and we went ot my house, we kissed alot and couldnt feel her energy, she felt weak with regret and i knew she wouldnt tell me and would get ( Read more... ) -
ug
yep factory work blows but its easy money really, i just got to get used to standing so much for so long, i get to sit down for like fourty minutes if im lucky in eight hours, my legs are so weak and hurt so bad right now its sickning but i know i got to work tonight and tomorrow and then i either have to work on friday or saturday, i dont know yet ( Read more... )