C'mon Flora. You can do this thing! Ok, I'll start from the most recent event and work backwards. Sophia had one of the worst (lately) meltdowns right before nap time. I put her in at around noon and read her a favorite Dora book. She wanted me to read another book but didn't want to stay in her bed. I tried to compromise and say I will read it if ( Read more... )

“Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength ( Read more... )

So, we are definitely having another baby. I've been to the doctor twice. The second time they did an ultrasound to try and figure out the due date, but still too early. I go back next Wednesday for another. We've got a lot to think about. This is certainly a lot to take in. Having another baby so soon. We've been talking and praying that Mark gets ( Read more... )

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Why choose this word as my first power word? I chose to study and learn about commitment because I feel like it is the most powerful asset a person can have toward their personality. I feel like it is the cornerstone to leading a prosperous and balanced life. Commitment allows you to begin something and carry it out until it is completed. ( Read more... )

I am soooo in love live journal! It's been forever since I've written in this thing and tonight I'm feeling the spirit. My boyfriend of nearly one year now has left for Florida for a friend's wedding. I didn't go because I couldn't afford it and I guess he just wants a guy reunion kind of... I trust him- mostly... It's hard to get past my own ( Read more... )

...Chaos insues ( Read more... )

The silence is deafening with each exploding epiphany... going off one by one in my mind like fireworks. Pretending never seems to work; because it's only a matter of time before you're jerked right back in to what truth is, reality you see, it's not quite a friend to me today... wrapped in assumptions they strangle hold until I faint... so which ( Read more... )

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Good lord I am broke as a joke. I have so many bills that I just can't pay right now... It sucks, big time. Oh well. I should be used to it but I guess I've been so stressed about trying to get bills paid- and realizing that I don't even make enough money to cover the REGULAR bills, let alone the BACK bills... on top of that Baxter's been paying ( Read more... )