Ugh. I feel fat. And I suppose I should. Considering what I'm eating ( Read more... )

It's depressing that it doesn't matter what I think of myself, but what other ppl think of me ( Read more... )

This weekend at work the boss decided last minute that we were going to have a $9.99 haircut sale to attract more business. You wanna know what a haircut sale attracts? Cheap people who are only there for the price and won't be back until there is another sale, who sometimes don't tip. Which doesn't bother me (unless I'm already having a bad day), ( Read more... )

House ( Read more... )

I am making a bad decision. I am eating a cupcake. Or at least I've had one bite so far ( Read more... )

There were a few uncomfortable moments. But I took good pictures. I wonder if I enjoy hurting. In a way it's familiar. But I'm glad I've started to read Geneen's books. I was able to catch myself in a "fat and ugly attack" but unable to diagnose fully since I wasn't about to start crying. I do feel better now. Still not 100%. Whether I'm not ( Read more... )

My brother is graduating college, yey. But it's the same weekend as Mission Springs. Of course we're going to his graduation. It does remind me of how my dad missed my graduation and me giving a speech b/c going to costco go get gas was more important. Kim only has 4 tickets to the graduation. Mom said that's her, dad, Kim, and Bobby. But if dad is ( Read more... )

I'm trying to make a new blog but I can't think of a username. Florabelle is already taken ( Read more... )

I'm making water. It's not just from the sky anymore.

Why does this shit always happen to me! My tens machine didn't come in the mail. I got starbucks today and I asked for my frapp double blended and it didn't look double blended and I asked her if it was and she said it was (in the drive thru) and it wasn't so I had to go into the store and complain and have them make it over again! If I pay for ( Read more... )