5/19/05 father’s day. one month & one day since i had to send you away from me.

to my darling angel Michael Richard. i am building a bear to hold in my arms as i can not hold you. i have sent you to heaven for your own protection. i pray every day that you can believe me. to trust that imade the right decision for you. that you might understand ( Read more... )

you asked the other nite if the therapist needs to understand or to just listen. yes. you need to understand. that is the function of the job. otherwise a baboon could do it. and here is what i need you to know

to you it was just a chemical reaction. and that’s ok. for you. well...it was not so to me. i only wish it could have been. to you, it was ( Read more... )

andrea (11:40:54 PM): hey angel. u do yahoo

rick (11:41:34 PM): Hi there. i can't chat too long. I went to the gym and need to make sure I get to bed around midnight.. Nice pics...

andrea (11:41:55 PM): well that's in only 22 minutes. yes thats ur pic

rick (11:42:36 PM): Yep!

andrea (11:42:44 PM): not for anyone else. nice avatar. ive never seen ( Read more... )