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So.. work kinda sucked today. Had to stop myself from crying a couple times. After i got out i just started crying. couldnt stop by the time i got to my house so i went to brandonburg to clear my mind. Looked at a picture and listened to a song that made me cry harder ( Read more... )

Its hard to sleep at night.

Lastnight me and ashley went to go see meatloaf with my mom and frank. It wasnt all that bad. We thought itd be 50year old grungy men when we actually met a few cute ones. Well my mom bought us some Jack Daniels hard lemonade and then this guy came up to me and ashley and was like do you want my tickets cuz im leaving ( Read more... )

This is what i thought i had.. and this is all i want:

Twenty Things A Girl Wants In A Relationship

1. Don't flirt with other girls. | It makes us feel like we're not good enough for you. We feel like we did something wrong so you are making up for it with another girl.

2. Even if you're not going out, heck, even if you're not friends, don't ( Read more... )

too hurt for anyone to possibly understand. i hate everything right now. i hate how he told me he loved me.. i hate it so much. he made me believe this time was gonna be differant.

Not Too Much Has Been Going On.

Nothing i care to write about in here anyways. Im going through alot and im tired. Right now im just gonna crawl into the bathtub..

Good Night

Not much has been up lately. Just the same ol' same ol' shit. Hanging out and not wanting to grow up.. lol. i know its sad - lookin' for another part time job to help me pay my bills.  : /   i hate working two jobs. but you gotta do what you gotta do.. in January im starting school full time.  :/ eek. kinda scary.

I talked to an old friend the ( Read more... )

mmmk. lets see. my phone bill should be like 65$. but for some reason it says i owe like 108$. which is really weird. cuz i didnt go over my minutes, havent downloaded anything, and i got rid of my text messaging last month. :/ hmm.. i dont understand it ( Read more... )

Sunday i stayed home and just relaxed as much as possible.

Monday went to work 5-8 then after work me n' christina and joe n bean went to seen the exorcism of emily rose. It was so freaken funny. omg. there was this guy behind us who screamed soooo loud when he got scared.. he had us laughing the entire time. It was a good movie. I like how it was ( Read more... )

i cant stop crying.