My how I hate my life on the island. Everything is the same..same people, same routine, same feelings and i'm so sick of that. I have met many new people since i have came to Cape Breton and i love it. They are all good fun people who you are able to make immediate bonds with. I'm still a little shy towards it but it will take some time. I've ( Read more... )

Yay for Ashley! I'm leaving Sunday morning to go to Cape Breton. I will be there for New Years Eve and I couldn't be more pelased with that. I have the entire first week of January off so i suppose it will be spent there. This will be my last time spending time with her that will last more then a night or two. It scares me. I haven't seen much of ( Read more... )

I've decided to keep track. I am in day 5 now and it feels normal. I wonder when it won't feel normal anymore. Will it be days, weeks or months? Most definitly months. It would be nothing to them to go weeks but we'll see. Someone will need something of unimportance and that will be my queue to start things up again. I don't want to but i have to ( Read more... )

my god i miss you. I've never felt so alone without you. I hate you for doing nothing. Fuck you for getting back at me. Fuck you for being my best friend. Fuck you for letting me love you. Fuck you for making me cry this much. Fuck you for being weak and giving up. Fuck you for putting me first because now i'm not even second best to the people i ( Read more... )

I realized today that the universe is set to balance itself out and everyone in it. With good comes bad and with bad comes good. It just does not work any other way. It doesn't happen one right after the other but it always does happen ( Read more... )

My best friend called me today crying. Her relationship fell apart when she discovered that he has slept with another girl. I don't understand why it happened to her. She was never one to trust anyone, committe, be in love, and just to be happy with a guy and she was for the first time with him. it brings me down knowing she is this upset and i can ( Read more... )

i got a job as a hostess at boston pizza. Now i can start to save up for BC

I am missing class again. But i have not been this sick in a while. It hit me so fast. blahh ( Read more... )

Zack and I went on a little adventure today and got very lucky when we found the ideal camping location. It isn't even to far out of town but the area is secluded quite nicely. My lungs are killing me though beause i have been getting sick. My voice is messed and my throat hurts. I'm hoping it doesn't get any worse for the weekend. Oh well...i'll ( Read more... )

friend
n. a person whom you can trust with any information and you can count on to help you out of a difficult situation; gives you adive to help you avoid making a mess of your life. He/she is someone who tries to stay in touch despite an infathomable distance between you and him/her. He/she would never intentionally hurt you, lie to you, deceive ( Read more... )