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The only way I can describe this is: Horrific waves of anxiety. I am underdeveloped. That is the only explanation. And because of the environment I'm in I will always be underdeveloped and these waves of anxiety will keep coming ( Read more... ) -
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My girl makes me walk funny with feeble legs and throbbing heart.
I don't know how many times i'll need to live to prove she makes my toes wiggle.
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"And
And but so
And but so then,
We all fell in love with living again...-BLAMMOS
I never go to sleep early because I'm at school working trying to figure things out, then I come home and can't sleep because I am so excited about what I'm working on at school. This is how it should be.
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More talk about school. As I recall, I spent a good long rambling time a while ago talking about how art advising would not let me switch to the 3d4m major, bachelor of fine arts degree. I fought them for so long and it was no no no no.
I am fighting again. Fuck the institution. I am staying in school another year with all of my friends.
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I just read "Textbook Statistics" by Arkaye Kierulf and it felt like my heart moved from one side of my chest to the other. Though now that I think about it, it felt like it was moving from the right to the left, which, that couldn't have been my heart... Hmmm.
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I'm sorry that last entry is all crazy. Don't read it until I can go to school and fix it at the library!
And good night.
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"This may not be the most normal way to look at things, though. Girls my age never use the word fair. Ordinary girls as young as I am are basically indifferent to whether things are fair or not. The central question for them is not whether something is fair but whether or not it's beautiful or will make them happy. Fair is a man's word, finally ( Read more... ) -
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"How do you get so empty? He wondered. Who takes it out of you? And that awful flower the other day, the dandelion! It had summed up everything, hadn't it? 'What a shame, you're not in love with anyone!' and why not?"-Ray Bradbury Fahrenheit 451
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I wish I could keep my friends closer. Late night texts, "I wish I could curl up next to you," cue soul aches.
Neil Levy: "There was a profound sadness inside Gilda. At the same time there was this boundless joy and energy. She fluctuated. It wasn't like bipolar. She didn't go on periods of horrible depression and then elation. They existed side by ( Read more... ) -
Happy Bill Murray day
Laraine Newman:
"When I saw Trainspotting they had a sign, "the filthiest toilet in Scotland.". Well, the toilet at the Blues Bar was the filthiest toilet anywhere. It was so vile. Nothing short of Turkish torture with a hole in the ground. And the walls had water damage and were peeling and stank umbelievably. The floor was always wet, ( Read more... )