I have these recurring image of that movie the secret garden where the kids go into the garden but everything is dead, except it's not really dead because the garden keeper guy cuts a branch and inside it's green. And sometimes that's how I feel, dead. But something happens and I feel alive again. Right now I feel very much alive.

I rescind the previous entry.

My life is timed wrong. It is. I always find myself not really wishing things didn't happen a different way, just at a different time. I deserve to be happy, but I won't, not at the expense of someone else's happiness.

I love and I am loved.

It's effortless, uncomplicated and I'm happy.

This is how life should be. I feel bad for people in bad or unhappy relationships because it's not fair to either of you.


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Don't you want to come with me?
Don't you want to feel my bones on your bones?
It's only natural.

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No more La Prima.

Brand new jobs, new friends, new life. It's the brand new recycled me.

This will be good. I've got 3 years baggage that I've tossed. It feels much better.

A toast to me!

PSH

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