exactly one month from today i will be a college graduate. fucking weird.

fall 2005 i will be teaching an english class on chapman university's orange campus. i fucking couldn't be more delighted. finally, a step closer to the life i always wanted for myself. cheers to the future!

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i have my project done. it is in a folder ready to turn in. it is 12 pages of writing, with an abstract, a quote page, a works cited, and an appendix, totaling 37 pages of goodness, a hopeful A. i worked my ass off on you, please do me proud. the night is over and it's done. my head is falling to the pillow. goodbye to tuesday.

grandpa's worse. the tumors are getting bigger and he's getting weaker. the good news is that he is in no pain. he is not really sure where he is half the time. we got him this little alarm that attached to his shirt. in the night if he decides to get up (which he has, mind you he has been peeing in the walk in closet and the waste baskets ( Read more... )

sometimes you just don't know what's next because you haven't finished what happens first. you spend time wondering if when your're 30 you'll have all it was you dreamed for, and you begin to picture vivid moments in your head. you start to believe in the life that you have made for yourself. you begin to believe that it will all pan out exactly ( Read more... )

the back of my legs are red and they itch. my face is darker but i think it is because i have more freckles and they are joining together. i got a response to my paper and it needs work. i'm getting my business license soon and will have to finally pay taxes to the government on the products i sell. my room is a mess but i'm too lazy to care ( Read more... )

went to the beach yesterday. hung out on the sand trying so hard to to eat too much of it as it blew in my face. fun times though. i came home at about 4 and took a shower. at 5 i decided that i would take a short nap as to prepare myself for a late night. turns out my body was not ready to get up and i slept through 18 hours of pure ( Read more... )

okay so i worked on my project...i sat here and stared at the computer for hours and i finally have something to work with....something substantial. now it is time to get the hell out of the house and do something tonight. me, brandon, and tom are going to dinner. gonna get some din din and a drink. hang out, chat, and maybe make asses of ( Read more... )

i think about it even though i don't want to and even though it will make no difference how many hours i process it all in my head. it's lame i know, but it's human ( Read more... )