wow i haven't dated this thing in a long time

[flowers4julie]

well, i guess here goes nothing. i haven't updated this thing in forever. even that picture of me is from years ago. i haven't looked like that in a long time. well, i need to write an update that probably no one will read, but hey this is for me not you. i need to get this all out in the open, even though my 'great' thinking tells me to do so over

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[emoti0n_is_dead]

i genuinely hope everything is okay with you.

[dashed_hopes]

Jean, you're really beautiful, I've always thought that. I also think about you every once in awhile and wonder how you're doing. I know we don't talk much anymore, but I just wanted you to know that. I'm soo happy you have gotten help.

never hide from the world.

xo
<3 lauren

I hope you are still on here.

[anonymous]

Hi,

I was in a program years ago and after reading what you wrote, I was impressed with all the points you make. When I was 14 I was put into a cult-like program for almost 2 years. I am in the process of tying wilderness programs, rehabs for teens and other programs together as they seem to work together for profit these days.

If you could write me, I would appreciate trading a few stories and what you think about them. I am amazed that people send kids to multiple programs now.

programtruth@hotmail.com

programtruth at hot mail dot com

Thanks,

Tony

[ardeliagyga]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aMzgVshG6CI