pink and blue

for babies you know
somehow
i feel that i'm going down this road again
again again
and it's okay this time
because i'm right where
i'm suppose to be
and i feel as if 
i could dance on roof tops
screaming out your name
telling the world
the love we've claim
darling dont' be scared now
everything will be okay
okay 
one of these days
everything will be ( Read more... )

the light of my eye is slowing fading
and their all intisipaiting my next move
my next move
i want to get high
off a blade or a line
i want to get high
i want to get high
off a blade off a line
and it's too hard 
not to cut
and it's too hard 
not to use
and my hands are too shakey
my head hurts 
and my heart is absoluting breaking
over the very thought
of you
times ( Read more... )

i'm sorry to hear the news today
i heard i heard
your soul ran away
how much longer can you take?
before i break
before i break
how much hope can i manage
when i've never
nevermind
nevermind
i'm sorry to hear the news today
i heard i heard
your heart has gone away
and not to a better place

and it seems as if each day
is getting alittle worse
alittle worse
each day
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it's funny how we live and DIE
my grandmother died
the funeral is finally over
and i can relax
but when someone passes 
it really makes u look inside
to see if your still really even alive
am i alive?
i choose to live and die in my mind
i choose to me this way
that's what they say
but it's so untrue
i never wanted to be so sad
so blue
so annoying 
or
so crude
now ( Read more... )

drugs is all we know of love
a pill
a line
a drag
a drink
morphine
cocaine
pot
and 
wine
darling i'm doing just fine
no no i lie
i'm always lying 
i'm always lying
the doctor wonders 
how i'm not dead
lying six feet deep
six feet
six feet
lying
tell me i'm worth 
the heart ache
the drama
the money
the coke u promised
isn't too far from my mind
baby, i'm waiting
for the next ( Read more... )

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think ( Read more... )

drama is the last thing i need

i need to feel alive again
i need to feel myself breath
i need so many things from you
but somehow
it only seems what's right for you isn't me
if i'm so perfect in your eyes
than why do i fuck up all the time
than why do i feel my heart jump 
to my throat
whenever we start to fight
remember when we used to never fight
before a couple of things happend
before i ( Read more... )

i don't know where to go from here
when ever you are near
i feel as if your further away than ever before
it's getting late and my bed calls to me 
from across those bathroom doors
that led into the place of my intrappment
where forever i feel lost
lost amoung nightmares
of you and i
darling 
i hate to love the boy that never cries
or yells or fights
seems so ( Read more... )

what's this so  called love their all singing about?
writing <3's about?

maybe i don't wana know