I really think it's bad that it has to be like this.
Even if we were just friends,
friends don't act like this.
I wanted to give you everything,
but you wouldn't give me a chance.
You know, nothing to do, isn't nothing to do,
when I'm with you.
There's a full-moon in this train-town tonight.
And I'm thinking of you lost love ( Read more... )

jesska and randito.
you two are retarded for eachother.
you will fucking help eachother make it through this shit.
you care about eachother and that's all that matters.

work it out, or i'll fuck your mouths off.

as for you jessika <3,
i am not giving up.
no matter what.
you are the most important thing in the world to me.

the end.

xoxo

seems like another wasted day ( Read more... )

it's funny. i realized that i've been writing and writing all in regaurads to you. a million comments, a million emails and a million posts and you haven't really replied at all. i don't even get mentioned by you anymore.
but hey, here's another thing that makes me think of you.
please just tell me how to handle thisif you're wondering why i look ( Read more... )

to all of my friends - thank you so much for your support and comments.

to you - i will be on tonihgt around 7:30. please don't give up.

to me - i hate you.

the painful realization
that everything has gone wrong
and nobody cares at all.

i don't have a phone.
i can't even call you.
i am so fucking alone right now.

someone please help me.

jess, please don't give up.

please help me.
please help me.
please help me.
please help me.
please help me.

Walking off alone with your back to the one
you said you lovedStepping out of skin we grew together in as never ending ( Read more... )

if only i'd thought of the right words
i would have held onto your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words
i wouldn't be falling apart

no matter how upset i am what
i will be here for you.

xoxo

i am not wortha response ( Read more... )

The kitchen is cold but the coffee is warm
The sun is coming up
The day has just begun and you are already bored
You're bored of cheering me up,
bored of calming me down,
bored of drying my eyesBut there was once a time when you were the one ( Read more... )