im spiralling out of control lads ( Read more... )

so here we go folks, i'm admitting it now, look ( Read more... )

so yeap life's a pile of balls right now, one big fucked up cycle of binge purge starve cry binge purge starve cry, i wanna get off this ride man. i am so fucking depressed it's ridiculous, although i'm getting used to being single so that's ok, but everything else is confused, and i feel disgusting.

when did i become bulimic?

today was good too!

1 special k bar
1 2-finger kit kat (125)
small bag of chips

oh man, im not even gna get into what i ate yesterday
*shakes head* im sickened with myself, 2day's pretty bad too:

1 fig roll (60)
1 special k bar,(90)
1 milky bar, (67)
4 chips, (100?)
2 scots clan sweets, (60)
and a fish n veg thing (270)

thats 627 today, guess its not too bad :S

managed to keep a hold on myself the last few days,
since tuesday i've had:

tues:
1 special k bar,
1 banana
3/4 bag of chips (small)

weds:
2 special k bars,
an unbuttered small bap
a bournville bar,

today:
a bournville bar,
a special k bar,
a chicken n brocolli low fat thingy from tesco's

thats it :D

fuk it fuk it fuk it fuk it ( Read more... )

k im back on track today, thank fuck,
i've eaten:
1/2 a banana n a special k bar (170)
a milky bar (67)
and a baked potato (200)
thats 437 cals total. awesome

im pissed off over the milky bar, but i was really dizzy,
so it had to be done,
been walkin loads today so i shud've well burned it off!
headin to meet mark now, yay :D

hmm, yesterday was pretty bad ( Read more... )