You know, for the most part, I roll along ok.  I get through the day and it goes well, I have a few laughs, its good.  Other days, its like a constant struggle and a complete breakdown in the end.  Today is an example of that ( Read more... )

Dear Mom,

At around 3:30 in the morning tomorrow, you will officially be gone four months.  I wish I could tell you how heartbroken I am.  I wish you would hug me and tell me it will be ok.  Then I might actually believe it.

Since you have been gone, there has been such chaos and destruction and nobody seems to know how to put it back together ( Read more... )