I would send you a million SMS's
But I cant
I must not

My heart aches...but I have to get over you, and you have to get over me,
I wish things were different.

It never goes the way we planned.

Part of me will always love you J.

Is it possible not to be decitful, clever, cunning, evil, manipulative, opportunistic, heartless ( Read more... )

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Twice the meds.
Psych on monday.
I am suffering from high level of depression and stress, but no anxiety apparently.

I want to die.
I fuck everything up.
Everyone hates me.
There is something wrong with me.

I dont want to be in the real world anymore

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I wish someone would tell me the answer....please.

Between what I want and what I need.
Between sex and love.
Past and future.

Sometimes we have to finish a relationship with someone, not because we do not love them, but because we see the harm we do to each other or will do ( Read more... )

So you know, I am probably going to stop updating my Lj and just let it disappear.
I have no desire to update anymore...other stuff is preoccupying my time and updates should probably just happen elsewhere.
Thanks for all the fish!