Waiting to live. Trying to melt out of shackles. Stagnation. Entrapment. Seasonal Affective Disorder. Suicide rates are highest in springtime in Alaska. You won't get me, though, weather. One day I'll move to Hawaii. You and I will never be in conflict. I'll be as untouchable as the sun.

Or is it St.Paddy's day? Everyone...make your way over to www.bushin30seconds.com ...you might not agree with the content, but the animated ads are pretty funny. Ok, so it's not St. Paddy's Day...damn. Now for the google game, because I like my name.
Controlling Aunt Flo
My name means "helper of mankind"
Coincidentally, my name also means "wave ( Read more... )

The router for our cable modem disconnected from my computer so I'm using dad's to write this. It's like this is a covert operation of sorts because I'm having to delete all my history files xD...

Here's a little birthmonth thing that I pilfered from dootsiebug

FEBRUARY:

Abstract thoughts. I try...I'm not creative, but I have a lot of abstract thoughts ( Read more... )

I got to go to Lance's house since we were both planning to go to a rotary meeting. As far as scenery goes, that place is like a yard sale implosion. Lance's siblings are scary. And noisy. And insane. We had to lock his door because they kept trying to crawl into the room and show me things, or glomp me, or insult me, or make fun of my "accent," or ( Read more... )

On Saturday I got to watch the start of the Iditarod! Well...for just half an hour...and it wasn't the true start because the true start is somewhere in the valley and this start was just for the spectators. There were lots of gorgeous dogs around, but they all seemed to be freezing. I passed by a pickup where the lead dogs got to stay inside while ( Read more... )

Lord am I dense xD...I never realized that R and D were (pinky) hooboy I feel silly. My photography teacher's name is Jesus Christ. Seriously. Something about him strikes me as peaceful and pleasant. And he makes us discuss what "art" is. And he's a benevolent grader. K.P. chastized me in English again today. It's starting to bother me. She doesn't ( Read more... )

So off I go to journal about Model UN. It was very worth my time in the long run...even if I did miss the karaoke contest at lunch *weeps into her desk* Before I left Jae and M.T. appeared to be affectionately flirting..."ewwies." Something about them being romantic just seems -wrong ( Read more... )

Today was my birthday and at least 17 people wished me happy birthday so I was a happy camper. And people wrote all over me...in pen...now my skin itches. My English teacher is trying to make me sensitive to Albert Camus. I hate the philosophies of Camus. Ugh. I'm indifferent to his indifference and I don't want to study it. It perturbs me that she ( Read more... )

I <3 Abe Isn't he darling ^^? His journal is so cute...and so is he! Best Kawamura 3v4r. I'm really starting to appreciate www.rikai.com me+rikai= forever love. It's educational! Remember Tommy? The new Power Rangers series get worse and worse...they should bring the old Morphin actors back for a reunion special! I don't think they can lower the ( Read more... )

    So my interview with the YFU lady went off flawlessly. We sat around for an hour and a half in the Barnes and Noble Cafe where she asked me questions from the application that I filled out months go. It was so reassuring to not have random questions flung at me...I would've answered...much less accurately. I was really confident and self- ( Read more... )