I find myself re-inventing myself these days. I am a single dad, 48 years of age now. I still like all the stuff I liked 25+ years ago. All that has really changed is my appearance (I'm twice my size now) and I have salt n pepper hair..and a small bald spot that is annoying to look at when I get pictures taken from above or behind.

I live a very ( Read more... )

So I'm divorced now and I have 3 boys in my brood. The past 3 years have been kinda crazy and a big whirlwind. I appreciate life and everything that has been given to me.

I lost my amazing job and I have been struggling financially since, and the divorce hasnt helped much either. I am very much against marriage right now. I still think it has been ( Read more... )

So its been awhile since Ive posted on here. But today's events have drawn me back to where I feel comfortable expressing my feelings again without judgement or worry.

This place has changed as well, I looked at my friends feed and there was nothing recent, just posts by my Morrissey group, haha!

My life is very mundane now. My party lifestyle has ( Read more... )

I decided to look through some of my old journal entries from back in the day today. My craziest period of my life had to be 2003-04. It was all about getting drunk..having sex with girls and partying hard. Work was kind of something...nothing like it is now ( Read more... )

I wake up at 3:30 am 3 days a week...and every time I do it...it sucks. I keep trying to tell myself, this is what I have to do to be successful, but man it's hard...

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I gotta get away somehow..I dont know what it is man...Im just tired of this shit

So I started P90X almost 7 weeks ago, and I can truly say, Im a huge fan. Ive lost almost 20lbs doing it. I feel fit and strong again. I can wear shirts that I was on the verge of throwing out 2 months ago because I couldnt fit in them anymore ( Read more... )

bump that shit...

Yea, another day that I feel like emotional crap. I keep having thoughts of wanting to travel again..Im thinking I might got ot New York for a week at the end of the summer. I also keep thinking that I want to move away too..my job is too stressful, and the thought of living somewhere that I can actually do things and enjoy my life is sounding very ( Read more... )

So, my 2.5 year relationship has come to an end. The whole situation just sucks and I know I fucked up. So, now I am re evaluating my situation and figuring out what I want to do with my life. My job is great, but the amount of hours I am putting in, are kinda crazy..today was my first day off in weeks, and I wont have another one for 5 more weeks ( Read more... )