i did not go into work today. i wanted to stay home. my last day is friday and then i have four days to rest before i start a new job. i need to be doing something productive today. but anything creative is alluding me. i have never been so tired. i started the morning with a cup of coffee and a book. this is no ordinary book. "night" by ( Read more... )

i have found my destiny. i am free. i get it. i know who i am and what i am supposed to do. no more will i wander around wondering which way to go ( Read more... )

i am not going to make it to church today. i wanted to go but i started playing around with this...wait...i have to go...

i think i will go to the church that is meeting at hall kent school. i will be late, but so what?

bye

i am mad. i just wrote a friggin 3 page journal entry and i can't find it. all i wanted to do was play around with my mood icons. durn it. and it was good, too. it is floating somewhere in cyberspace. maybe someone will read it and i will be discovered as one of the greatest writers of all time ( Read more... )

dear journal ( Read more... )

today i took the opportunity to enjoy the outdoors. nothing fancy or too strenuous. i just took a fresh sheet out of the linen closet, took it to the back yard along with my book and a pillow and made my bed on the grass. the wind was perfect. the sun was warm. the yellow dog was chasing bees. i thougt it would be funny if he caught one. being ( Read more... )

my world according to me is sort of like a little child looking up at the stars at night and realizing that there is a vast universe out there and the small child is afraid of falling and floating out into space. i feel frightened sometimes and i just want to hide in my safe coccoon ( Read more... )