My unconcious dreams disagree with my concious brain....any insight on what this could mean?
Could it be truth?? Should I continue to ignore my dreams?

What do you do?

Dear me,

I promise you. No more tears. I will surround you with positivity and good hearts. Even though things seem good and fun on the surface, that's really all it is. surface.

I need a new animal in my life!

You will drive 30 minutes in your car that is terrible in the snow just to hang out with me for a few hours??
man.
I have to keep asking myself. Why haven't I fallen in love with you yet?

"if you want me to
I will be the one
that is always good
and you'll love me too
but you'll never know
what I feel inside
that I'm really bad
little trouble girl"

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This place is sucking the life out of me.
No one is creative
No one has ideas.
I feel lazy
bored
tired
sick
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I am trying to pick myself up

sometimes I make good realizations...
like that cocorosie's style is Lisa Frank meets I.C.P.


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I love the way Winston looks at me with that wide eyed meow face. It seems like he has something important to tell me as he moves fast on his raincloud powdered doughnut paws. But instead he finds the closest doorway and elongates himself to stand on his two back feet and scratches his frustrations away into the wood grain. There is proof. ( Read more... )

You could be from Venus. I could be from Mars.

I want that succubus swine to fall off a cliff.
Away beast.

I can't wait to start school.
Things could change.

I want to:

avoid smoking
avoid her house...which just means lots of smoking
remember the information I come across
read more
practice music making muchh more
learn
converse
draw
get out of town

Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say.

I can't believe I still dream of you.!

I am so glad to have 'gotten out' when I did. Just in time.

Not to self: Don't look back.